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Blog Entrywho I am Aug 15, '06 10:25 PM
for everyone
I am a silly gal but have some very deep feelings that I usually try to hide with a tough exterior. Like many of you I have had a lot of painful experiences in my life some due to conditions beyond my control and some due to bad choices. I have a terrible habit of building a wall to hide my very vulnerable feelings and I guess to also  hide my weaknesses. In reality, they aren't weaknesses but just a part of being human. I always tell people I am like a chocolate cherry......hard exterior covering a sweet soft middle. I get my feelings hurt very easily but that is a part of me I try to hide. I cry at love movies, sad movies and happy movies, in card shops and meaningful songs. Some people might think I am cold and much to straight forward but I am not one to mince words. I like to get to the point via the shortest route without sugar coating my point. Some say I lack diplomacy and in many cases I would agree but I love honesty and can sleep at night knowing I have lived my life as honestly as I can. My pet peeves are laziness, liars, thieves as I was brought up to be honest and hard working. I love to write my feelings in poetry and short stories because words that come directly out of my mouth isn't always how I am truly feeling inside, in other words my mouth runs off and leaves my brain behind sometimes. So the time it takes to give thought to what my pen writes also give way to a milder more diplomatic approach to my inner feelings. I am a devoted friend and tend to take on the under dog...is it a need to nurture... maybe I feel I have enough strength of my own that I can help these people or could it be to hide my own personal downfalls by helping someone else be victorious? I generally love people but love my privacy more......Love my country home in the timber. It is my little chunk of heaven on earth with a man that I love more then my own life. Life is good!

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